Date: Saturday, September 19, 2009 Time: 11:41 PM Why?.. (actual date posted is 20th Sep)
Why does my heart skip a beat everytime you talk to me? Why does it seem like there are butterflies in my tummy? I feel like my whole face it red. I can't wait to talk to you, i want to see you every second of the day. You're always on my mind, from the time i wake up till i close my eyes. I'm loving someone i shouldn't have, someone i can't love. WHY. My teardrops fall like rain. I thought it was forever, but someday i would find what i'm searching for. Can you tell me how do you mend a broken heart? Not at all huh..? I feel upset when i don't see you, especially today. Where were you? I couldn't find you..i feel so sad. Why! You appeared in my life but you fell in love with someone else instead. I really regret for doing those things to you. Won't you give me another chance? I just don't dare to ask you that face to face.. I'm really tired of this, i can't go on any longer. But something is keeping me from doing that. Why do i feel as if you will come back to me? I pray and ask God to make that come true but it has been awhile. I don't know why i did those things to you, don't know what went through my mind. And i don't know why i broke your heart in two, guess that i was blind.. I still remember the day when we went out together (: it was awesome.. I can never forget that, hope you didn't either. I'm missing you loads, nothing can really express what i'm feeling now. I seem like a happy and cheerful girl on the outside, but on the inside i'm actually hurting badly. Why.. Wish you were here, hope God hears and answers my prayers.. |