Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009 Time: 11:26 AM It's getting worse.
LOL, shitz. I hate it when people have to die. It's just so upsetting. Prayers heard, everyone gathered and standing at the big transparent window. It slowly moves towards the 'end'. Doors open, orange & red flames start. The pain they felt, the feeling of sadness. Ah.. These few day are so plain. No mood to do stuff, past 2 days went out just to get away from home. I can't stand it that i can't confirm the truth! I was pretty happy on monday? But that stupid idiotic message had to be sent and i saw it-.- SO BLOODY ANNOYING and when i went to check the message again the next day, it was deleted. I HATE CRABS. I think i probably know now why you like to go china, bloody bitches. I hate it that i have to act in front of you and pretend that my life is normal and that your's is too. At first i misunderstood, but yet again it happened, like wtf sia. I so wanna ask you that straight in the face, but i don't wanna ruined life more.. It's already as bad as it can get. Everytime i think of it, tears just roll down my cheeks. Are you really having that thing that i hope it's not true..? Maybe that's the reason why you're always not around. Luckily the message i saw was before my LAST exam, and i probably didn't do well for science paper, cos of the freaking message. IHATEYOU. Even if it's true, i would rather suffer than make her suffer. Shit Life: I just can't get along with them anymore. Marc said it's probably teenage life, but i don't know. This hatred i have is killing me.. |