Now if you turn away, baby that's okay

AISH. GEEZ, CUT THE CRAP.

2010-03-15T18:55:00.009+08:00

Hey guys, it's kinda getting annoying you know especially when i'm not in a good mood today o.o Seriously it's just not that funny. I'm fine with once or twice cos i know it isn't true but when it gets around -for no apparent reason- i'm definitely not fine with it -.- And when i ask who/why told you that, i don't get a reply, like wth.. And when i have to call to ask, you go "oh, i'm just asking -puts down the phone- " Just cos i hang out with that person for quite awhile nowadays doesn't imply that i like that person -__-ll Apparently i'm those type who doesn't fall in love easily? IT'S ALRIGHT FOR ME THAT THESE FAKE THINGS ARE GOING AROUND OUR FRIENDS BUT IT AIN'T ALRIGHT WHEN IT GOES AROUND OTHER CLASSES AND STRANGERS OKAY!!! LOL.

This post is short? >.>

2010-03-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

I have this funny 'like like' feeling but it isn't going towards anyone o.o omgosh i'm so toot T.T I have a feeling that i like someone but i don't know who!? -faints- Lol.. Whooo~ AA outing on friday xD Can't wait for it? O: heehee, rememeber to wear a black shirt ah..and bring extra clothes and stuff.

12th march!:
I removed my braces! Heh..i feel quite uncomfortable without it :( Especially when i eat lol :((( Anyway, my appointment was 10am so i pratically missed half the day of school as i reached school at 11.50am O: woah so early right ^^ hehe. Had some art workshop thingy for the p5s and i'm kinda unlucky to get my sister's class -angry face- ZZ, lucky ju lyn and wen hui if not sarah and i would have probably died half way T.T
Collected my retainers at 4.30 and maria made me take a balloon for her cos she wanted 3..hm and chanel couldn't tie the balloons properly and 2 flew away ~~

Anyway, gotta wake up at 7.30am tmr, -why am i still up- btw it's already 11.05pm >.> hehhhhh!?!? Okie, cya!~

History O:

2010-02-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

Girl in your dreams
song..

I was walking down the street one day
Then I saw you I didn't know what to say
Your eyes were shining
Your smile was so kind
When I saw you I wanted you to be mine

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

One day you came and talked to me
And you said we are meant to be
I was happy, everything was so nice
But then I found out that everything was a lie

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

[BRIDGE]
How could you do this to me
You said we are meant to be
You showed me how to cry
When you told me everything was a lie

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

asljkfno;as

2010-02-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hm yep it's gonna be about a week since i've posted but anyways..i have nothing to post cos my life is boring D: Just that my juniors bully me during CCA D< Isn't it supposed to be the other way around!? Lol O:

I left my file in school and there're some money in it T.T
I'm posting something cos i'm really bored. I might delete this blog cos i seldom update and there's really no use, heh.

Haha nice song ^.^

2010-02-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

Only Love- Trademark

#1
2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

#2
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

CH-CH-CH-CH. (;

2010-02-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

Haven't posted in awhile cos i didn't have the mood but...

ANYWAYS! TODAY WAS LIKE THE BEST DAY OF THE WEEK, FOR ME ^.^

Actually this morning wasn't good for me till...CHLOE TEXTED ME (during church)
And planned to go swaveboarding/skateboarding/roller blading. lol (; Hm..met up with chloe & shirlyn at bishaaaan, went to bishan park. Roller bladed with shirlyn and it wasn't fair cos they kept chasing me and i'll always FALLLLLLLL-.- zz Ahhaha, practiced skateboarding again and then 'whoops, trip, fall' >.>

HEEHEE, i'm not in love ^^ oh so accurate :D well it's true anyway.

Well, i'll keep today in my mind next week. Hope i don't get the 'frustrated and pissed off at every little thing easily' mood.

That's all..? KAY, bb~

1/2/10 (; HISTORY LESSONNN

2010-02-02T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha yesterday during history lesson ^^
Mr fausta tan was telling us something and yeah blah blah blah..

Mr Tan: You don't want people to call you 'OI' right?

Jollyn whispers to me: Hahaha my surname is 'OI' -jokingly-

Mr Tan: Do you know what 'OI' means in dialect? It means 'SHORT'

Jollyn: o.o Oh shit.

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA, JOLLYN'S EXPRESSION WAS DAMN FUNNY ;D

Cheer up; Laugh; Scream;

2010-01-27T21:46:00.004+08:00

Today was alright..hm. Except that i lost my belt-.- i lost my belti lost my belti lost my belti lost my belti lost my belti lost my belti lost my belt. I really liked that belt BUT NEVERFREAKINGMIND!! I'll go buy the same one~

Had CCA today and we went on an excursion! To body world~ Sat with my junior, sarah, in the bus ^^ she's kinda quiet and stuff just like chanel haha. But it was fun talking to her (: Partnered sarah and we walked around and got freaked out by some of the things there O.O I think we kinda spent too much time there at body world that we didn't have time for iceee cream :( hahaha. Omgosh anyway, chanel & melanie damn poor thing D: one lost her wallet, one lost her phone :( AHHH. DON'T WORRY, i'll come give you guys hugs..hehe ^.^ I SELDOM HUG PEOPLE OKAY!! XD

Gotta go(: I'm gonna have some weird neck sprain T.T

Quote;

2010-01-24T17:02:00.001+08:00

"As I gazed into your eyes - something inside me forever changed...
You laid there by my side and gave me a smile that tore down the
walls surounding my Heart..
I found what I'd been looking for all along..
that magic feeling I could never have before..
I felt you there.. beside me.. taking my hand in yours..
When the tears faded away and I came to my senses -
You gave me a promise I'd been dying to hear since the moment we met..
You Told me that we'll always be together...
Time and space ceased to be.. Our threads of fate became one..
All the pain, doubt and fear in the world would not keep us apart..
Not anymore..
If I'd have died right then and there in your arms,
it wouldn't matter.. It still would have been the happiest moment
of my life.. Death is only death.. and you.. are so much more..
But then something happened.. The dream ended.. I was forced to open
my eyes only to realize.. that I had lost you once again..
I had returned back to reality - along with the sad shards of my broken
Heart.. The torment of nothingness inside me caused greif unlike
any other.. And still.. I wouldn't trade that one moment of true
happieness.. for anything.. even if it was just a dream..
Though just a pleasent illusion - the time we shared together felt
real enough to me.. And that's why I love the nightly darkness so..
For I can't wait to close my eyes.. fall asleep once more..
and find you there again.."

Every minute, every second;

2010-01-23T18:22:00.004+08:00

Why the hell do i want to see you-.- Argh what the heck ^^ can't wait!! >.<

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Hm, going east coast soon :D
I wanna learn how to do skateboard tricks ^^
Okay~ CYA.

Please let me believe it, kiss me and change the world;

2010-01-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hahaha ehyy omg i think both of them are damn cutee ^^ ahhhh. Vocaloids~ Hee, it's so AWESOME :D
Ahahahhahaha kawaiii! MEGURINE LUKA♥ XD

Anyway..i'm so bored. Did nothing much today? Have POA hw T.T hehhh. Nothing else to post so yeah. My mind's blank right now >.>

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ILIKEYOU♥
ILOVEYOU♥
IMISSYOU♥
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I've to meet jayme & elaine at 6.30am tmr!? SO FREAKING EARLY RIGHT :(
Oh just received a text from jaa saying to meet at around 7 but it's still so early D: LOL
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Guess what, my sis fell asleep while doing hw, AGAIN-.-
Anyway, bb good night nehs.

I Try To Pretend;

2010-01-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hahah heys, sorry no recent posts but i don't really care anyway cos no one comes to myy blog so yeah (: wahahh i'm just bored so i'm posting something.

These few days were kinda awesome cossss, i hanged out with 2E8 '09!! :D omg i miss them so much ): anyways, supposed to let my sis use the lappy but she kinda fell asleep while doing her homework o.o HAH, homework isss boring kkkkkkk.

OHH OO!!
Today:
Found out that jayme's tuition center is in the same building as mine, hahah so cool right (; so probably from now on we'll go to our THURSDAY tuitions together or somethhhing..
AH HAAH! i saw alkin (: he's like damn tall right now lah, unfairr ): and he's wearing contactsss. BLEH;

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i'm waiting for you to say HI first and don't tell me you're doing the same thing..? ahahahhahaha lol, i was just bored ^^

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omgosh you violent shit, i'm afraid of you right now T.T hmm i wonder how's cath class gonna be like this year >.>

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OHH neh, my hw D: anyone wanna teach me POA? XD and i left my math textbook at jayme's house so i kinda like can't do the hw-.- HEHH, haven't bought all my art stuff yet.
OKAY, byebye people who doesn't read my blog ;D hehe, wanna sleep now or i can't wake up tmr! ^.^

Hate me ♥

2010-01-06T20:47:00.003+08:00

These few days of school was alright..today had CCA and we did cleaning-.- wah..took the lift up and down :D the stuff were super heavy kkk. Lol i have drawings on my hand and it kinda smudged and it looks like my veins >.>

Haha melanie is so cute (; But she can be like super retarded and crazy like these few dayyys..and i sit beside her :O

Today arh- ..
Lol i went to the attendance place there and i couldn't find the list but i found out that it was under the NE CIP paper ._. OMGOSH, and i marked someone absent when she was in school. HAR HAR.

Tmr got bio. What's 'Class Work' uh..

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Hahahahahahahahhhahahaahha KAWAIII♥♥ ;D

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Don't let me go, when i'm this low.
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out?
I wanna know as people grow,
how do they sort it all out
work out what love is about.
So tell me now yeah ive gotta know
When this feeling i've got won't let go
:(

Take me with you;

2009-12-30T11:10:00.002+08:00

NEW YEAR IS COMING!! I wonder who are the people in my new class..zz ANYWAY!

Going out with Clarissa tmr ♥ :D Haven't hang out with my cath friends since don't know when..haix.. NOOOO, next year Confirmation = DRESS+ FLATS!? O.O They are killing me >.> and i have to go 'shopping' for a white dressss~ Anyone wanna help (; Hehe, pfft yeah right!

wahahah, my cca is AWESOME :P Just that we didn't have a camp this year, AT ALL!-.- no fair :(

I miss 2E8 so bad D: Well actually my fav year wasn't '09, probabky '07 or earlier or something :/ hm.

Did nothing much yet, just got pretty bored so.. Cya~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely- Backstreet Boys

2009-12-30T10:10:00.002+08:00

Show me the meaning of being lonely..

So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free i could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me.

Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely
Is this the feeling i need to walk with?
Tell me why i can't be there where you are?
There's something missing in my heart.

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends.
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely
Is this the feeling i need to walk with? [Tell me why]
Tell me why i can't be there where you are?
There's something missing in my heart.

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go.
Surrender my heart, body and soul.
How can it be;
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show.

[You're missing in my heart]
[Tell my why can't i be there where you are]

Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely
Is this the feeling i need to walk with? [Tell me why]
Tell me why i can't be there where you are?
There's something missing in my heart.
[You're missing in my heart]

Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely [Being lonely]
Is this the feeling i need to walk with? [Tell me why]
Tell me why i can't be there where you are? [Where you are]
There's something missing in my heart..

How do you know? :DD

2009-12-28T18:18:00.003+08:00

Ookay, haven't blogged in like..15 days? Hehe 2 weeks o.o

zz, Year 2009 is coming to an end!! NOO, that means there's school, more homework and more tuitions and more homework.. HAIX..

Sooo, how's everyone's life..hm i wonder.. >.>
Yay..can't wait to go out tmr and thursday and charmaine's housewarming (if i can go to her housewarming). NOOO, if she decided to move to Kovan Melody i could walk there in like 10minsssssss..
Lol i'm going pretty crazy right now..as is WHEEE~ -.-

I WANT MY IPOD BACK T.T I suddenly feel like eating pizzzzzaa~~! WOW, my mom and sis are sick. FEVEER~! :O

ANYWAY, i wanna post some song lyrics :( HAH. Or written letters (: WHOOOOOO~!

EHY, if the next Singapore Idol is a GUY again, i'm gonna be like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, WT!? ha haa..what did i drink today? O.O

BRACES-FREE BY EARLY NEXT YEAR PLEASE (;

BYEEE CHICKEN SHIIIIIIITTT~!
LOL LOL LOL LOL~!

I'M SORRY OKAY

2009-12-13T18:10:00.005+08:00

I'M SORRY:
-FOR VENTING MY ANGER ON YOU
-FOR CAUSING YOU SO MUCH PAIN
-FOR MAKING YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL
-FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TAKE A JOKE
-FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO BE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND
-FOR MAKING YOU WAIT
-FOR MAKING YOU CRY
-FOR MAKING YOU UPSET
-FOR MAKING YOU THINK I DON'T LOVE YOU AT FIRST
-FOR HURTING YOU
-FOR BREAKING YOUR HEART
-FOR NOT CALLING YOU
-FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO BE THERE FOR YOU
-FOR CREATING SUCH A MESS BETWEEN US
-FOR SAYING SOMETHING STUPID LIKE 'I LOVE YOU'
-FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT.
-FOR IGNORING YOU.
-FOR BEING SUCH A BITCH
-FOR EVERYTHING LUH OKAY!?

Got bored :/

2009-12-12T09:31:00.002+08:00

SAY IT ISN'T SO - GARETH GATES

VERSE 1
Skies are dark it's time for rain
final call you board the train,
heading for tomorrow.
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
wipe the tears you hide your face,
blinded by the sorrow.
How can i be smiling like before?
Well maybe you don't love me anymore..

CHORUS
Say it isn't so,
tell me you're not leaving.
Say you've change your mind now
and i'm only dreaming.
That this is not goodbye
this is starting over
If you wanna know
i don't wanna let go.
So say it isn't so.

VERSE 2
Ten to five at least we've tried
We're still alive but hopes just died,
as they close the door behind you.
Whistle blows and tons of steel
shake the ground beneath the wheels.
As i wish i never found you.
How can i be smiling when you're gone?
Will i be strong enough to carry on?

CHORUS
Say it isn't so,
tell me you're not leaving.
Say you've change your mind now
and i'm only dreaming.
That this is not goodbye
this is starting over (say i'm not wide awake)
If you wanna know
i don't wanna let go.
So say it isn't so.

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Miles and miles to go
before i can say
before i can lay.
My love for you would stay.
I got miles and miles to go
before anyone will ever hear me laugh again.

CHORUS
Say it isn't so,
tell me you're not leaving.
Say you've change your mind now
and i'm only dreaming.
That this is not goodbye
this is starting over (say i'm not wide awake)
If you wanna know
i don't wanna let go.
So say it isn't so..

Say you've change your mind now
and i'm only dreaming.
That this is not goodbye
this is starting over (say i'm not wide awake)
If you wanna know
i don't wanna let go.
So say it isn't so..

If you wanna know
i don't wanna let go.
So say it isn't so.

STAY HOME?

2009-12-10T14:48:00.002+08:00

11 more days and apparently, i'm so not excited anymore. 6 days to Bangkok and Hong Kong and i'm not excited either! LOL WTF.

EHHH!?!? OMG

2009-12-09T10:46:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, I'M EFFING FREAKING OUT RIGHT OUT! I'M EFFING PANICKING AGAIN LIKE LAST TIME O.O WHAT TO DO!??!?! ZZZ, NOT AGAIN PLEASE!! AHHHH, EHHH, T.T
MY MIND IS EFFING BLANK RIGHT NOW...like last time but now is not so serious. EHHH, SO MANY Qs JUST STARTED BLURTING OUT AND I'M NOT THOSE BLOOODY MEAN TYPE AND CAN YOU JUST ANSWER MY Qs!? ZOMG WHY ME? ):

You leave me speechless when you talk to me.

2009-12-02T10:06:00.003+08:00

I'll hide in a corner, covering my ears. I hear you every second of the day and i want you to stop. I haven't talked to you since when.. Oh..it was the day i saw you, you started the convo but you didn't reply the last sms i sent. God knows how long i've been looking at my phone just waiting and waiting..until i finally gave up.

SLAP ME! :O Hahahahahahahahhahahha watched the Ellen DeGeneres show, the dance was damn funny :P Haix..maple arh maple.. Got mantainence )):
._. then suddenly got the Singapore Idol World Aids video, okay larh..I HOPE IT'S A GIRL WHO WINS SINGAPORE IDOL THIS YEAR!!!! :D ooo got dance thingy for the Singapore Idol tonight? hehhhh..

Wahhh i wanna watch Die Hard 4.0
CHEY, it's this sunday XP cheat my feeling T.T Lol okok bb.
THIS BLOG IS STIL DEAD!!!

Leave me alone.

2009-12-01T08:56:00.001+08:00

This blog is dead..now and forever...

Done?

2009-11-25T09:59:00.002+08:00

Woke up..checked my phone..only 8.30..yawned and went back to sleep. Haa..
Nah updated already..wahahahha..

Kk i'll update properly later..

TAG YOU'RE IT!

2009-11-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

Okay, I’m done with the blog skin! YAY, thanks Ysabel :D All I need to do now is change my tag board..it looks outta place..zZzz..

Slap or Whack?

2009-11-21T18:27:00.002+08:00

Sheesh have no mood today after something happened in the afternoon..zZz

OMG WHY ISIT SO HARD TO JUST CHANGE A F-ING BLOGSKIN!?

Don't lie;

2009-11-18T19:45:00.004+08:00

Haven't posted something in 5 days..? Lol
Monday went out with rachel debbie nicole chloe shari shirlyn & naomi. DID I MISS OUT ANYONE ._. Met at yishun(WHY SO FARR!?), watch a 2012. The first part of the show was pretty boring for me so i fell asleep and chloe kept waking me up zZzz.. After the movie walked around then went home by mrt. Tsk the stupidest thing that happened, i lost my sense of balance while trying to sit down D: While reaching the next stop, the lady said "Bukit Batok" instead of "Khatib" and some random person went "HAH?" super loud and i couldn't help giggling :P BLEH~

TUESDAY:
HAHahah this might be the best day of the week :DDD Played maple with sy! Hahahah she's super cute. Kay after that we were late o_o Charmaine was at plaza sing already and we were still at home playing..BLEH hahaha. Went out with charmaine and seeyin, watch 'My Girlfriend Is AN Agent' wahahahah the shows is super nice and funny :D I don't mind watching again! Met at plaza sing, i'm always in the middle-.- (inside joke) Had Burger King for lunch. The ticketss cost $6 each so total $18 right, i gave excatly $6 while charmaine and seeyin gave $10 each and i kinda gave all the money in my hand ($26) LOL ahha and the lady took only $20 and everyone was like laughing, hahahahhah omg damn embarrassing >< Bought some popcorn combo thingy with 2 free icecream! Went into the cinema and while waiting, charmaine kept scaring me with the L4D witch sound that i kept stuffing popcorn in my mouth till it left only around half..haaa T_T Ate the ice cream during the show idk how i could drip the ice cream all over my bag and jacket. Okay maybe i really eat ice cream messily :O LOL. Walked around after that for about an hour? Saw a few cute and adorable stuff toy in Precious Thoughts (: Seeyin nearly forgot to give charmaine back her book! Hahahahah but she did in the end. Took train back home with her and seeyin only takes 5 mins to walk back home from thr mrt and i take 15 T_T NOT FAIR, lol :/ Reached home and played maple again with her :P

Today:
Omg so sorry that i couldn't go out with you Clarissa ): I'll make it up to you, we'll go out on another day!
Had dentist appointment and the dentist told me i could remove my braces around early next year! :D But charmaine just reminded me that i still had to put retainers T_T nooooo..
today i did nothing much but i left seeyin all alone to play maple by herself ): SORRY >< i promise i'll try to get the stupid maple patch done as fast as i can! There was something wrong with my bro's thumbdrive :/ Tsk, it's taking super duper long~ Haix..sorry ah ):
Kay nothing else to post already :/ SORRY SEEYIN, i know you're bored!

Every Step I Climb Another Mountain

2009-11-13T13:13:00.004+08:00

Yesterday:
Had class outting at Sentosa! Whoo, the games and activites were awesome! :D THANKS TO MONA AND SAM, except the singing part ._. And the piggy back part D: My leg suddenly went numb-.-
First met a group of friends at seragoon mrt, all together around 9 trains passed while waiting for them..zZzz..Lol okay. Met everyone else at Harbour Front mrt, had lunch and started the activities! Damn should have splitted up and searched for the answers. After the group activity, took this train thingy to Sentosa :/ Did somemore games and stuff blah blah blah, got wet/sandy. This spoiled the day, went to just wash off the sand my shirt and everything then got this group of china idiots come and take photo of us -_____________-" Wth LAH. I had sudden flashbacks incidents about china people, lol stupid right!? ARGH. Got damn pissed, went with nic to ask them to delete the photos but noooooooooo, okay i'm not gonna translate, LOL.
Went home and messaged _ which cheered me up a little :D

Today:
Woke up at 9, had piano and i forgot!?!??!?! After that, played stuff like....... NO AUDITION, HATEHATEHATEHATE audi now, lol. Gotta go to school later around 3plus for the Arts Jam rehearsal thing, omg i don't think we'll play that much during the real arts jam eh :( Have to practice moving the piano and table o_o Lol, the piano is damn freakin heavy sia.
Okay, come back and blog later(if i feel like it), have to go and change for school..Zzzz
Laterr..

It doesn't take much to learn.

2009-11-11T19:52:00.004+08:00

Sigh..okay nothing happened much today, just that the computer pw was changed-.- Lol, okay whatever. Played x-box in the morning blah blah blah..went out somewhere? Lunch at Yoshinoya(sp?) at Heartland Mall, supposed to fix my psp but noooooooooooooooooooooooooo it didn't work. BLOODY SHIITAKE MUSHROOMS! >=( So freaking pissed right now, no mood to scold melissa in a friendly way ): He had to update MY psp and now it's screwed up, PFFFFFFFT!

Tomorrow:
Suppose to go out with Alkin but noooooo(again-.-) my bro didn't tell him that i have a class outting ==" zZzz.. Yeap. Kay class outting at Sentosa..idk how long the train ride would be from Kovan to Harbour Front, anyone wanna accompany me? LOL. Tsk, is Seeyin going? SHE BETTER BE D:

Just realised i haven't had my dinner yet ._. Okay i'll go eat after this post.

Did i ever tell you how much i miss you..? (: Or how much i CAN'T GET OVERRR YOUU!?!? LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL, the non-working psp is driving me nuts cos since no one's can actually accompany for the train journey, i thought the psp could accompany me :D but noooooooooooo!!! ARGH-.-

Kay lol, seeya! :/

RACHEL :D

2009-11-10T15:03:00.007+08:00

Hahaha okay nothing to post, so i'll just post about RACHEL! About how awesome and great she is (: FIRSTLY, she freaking pinched me in the top photo): I think i was making fun of her..whoops :X Hahah anyway!

Let's start off with the not so good parts first..hmm RIGHT! She has freakin sharp nails that and create a bruise/cut in less than 2 mins! Okay, since i 'stole' a damn chio picture of her, i call her Chiobu Number 1, and trisha Chiobu Number 2 :D
Chiobu number 1 hor..gives bruise in less than 2 mins, Chiobu number 2 gives bruises in less than 2 secs o_o And both of their pinches ar horrible T_T It will stay like for don't know how long! HAHAHAH don't kill me please rachel ><

HAhaah okay, good points! Althought rachel pinches are like siao, she does it 'for my own good'. Perhaps stopping me from blurting out 'irrelevant' stuff when i go high? Hmm.. And i knew her since primary 1! (:

OH YARH! YOU KNOW ONCE SHE SCOLDED ME FOR GETTING 15/20 FOR MY ENGLISH COMPO IN PRIMARY 2!? SO MEAN RIGHT ): hahhaahahhaha nehneh >=D

Yeah hahah, and when rachel pmses right, she can be super idiotic & ANNOYING! Mhmm! Like maybe she was pissed off at someone and decided not to follow me to collect tee shirts when i'm actually the one following her! That's just an example kay rach, don't do anything rash..

Don't worry rachel, you would still be there if i need help right? ..Right? :DD I know i would be there for you!(: We knew one another since 7 and you definitely can't forget cos i have to same birthday as your brother, Glenn! 21st December! Whoo~

Hahah but who knows..we'd probably forget each other along the way..even if we do remember each other, we won't talk that much anymore. I know we used quarrel over small stupid matters and i would roll my eyes at you cos you acted like a stupid stuck-up bitch :X When people talked bad at you, sometimes i would agree ._. And i'm sorry for that :( Wished our friendship would last(: Oh did i ever tell you that if i needed to go shopping, i would ask you to follow & help me?(: But i don't think i would need shopping till Sec4 Graduation? Yeap and by Sec4, we'd most likely have made new friends and grow closer to them and we'll eventually drift apart.. ):

SO, i hope to spend a great class outting with you or anytime during the holidays!
No shopping yet! >.<

Hahah kay, hope you enjoyed this rach!
<3 you as an awesome friend!
P.S: I don't say love you to many people kay, so be honoured!(Wahahah, i suddenly feel ego) Lol :P

-

2009-11-06T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hee sorry for not having any posts since the last one :/ Didn't really have the mood to post

Kay the day i went out with _! Rachel if you're reading this i hope you know who's _, it's not my crush-.- Watched a movie at Eng Wah, there were practically no one ._. ookay hahaha.

Night Safari?
Ee i'm never going back there again..and now Pinocchio gives me the creeps T_T
But it was pretty awesome :D Especially with that group of awesome friends(: Went home super early? Yeap kay whatever..

Heart Breaks
Hah this is so darn annoying, stupid idiotic messages-.- Science paper wasn't that good cos of that horrible person! Argh cannot stand it anymore, feel like asking you straight in your face but i don't wanna know the real truth. OKAY OKAY, SKIP ALL THESE UNHAPPINESS! Lol

Secondary 3 class next year
Oh wow, i didn't get into any of my choices-.- Darn it shit. Went to 3/8 instead and i confirm have to take F&N! Grr.. Can't freakin appeal anymore, so i was thinking...of..asking my mom to bring me to Australia :X I hate hate hate hate F&N! F&N= Home Economics= Cooking + Sewing + Theory. EEEEEEEEEE, die die die die ): OFF TO AUSTRALIA!!

Lol whatever-.-
Today, played audi, deproved by ALOT ALOT! Went home and around evening went back to school for some Arts Studio thingy, reached home around 10 plus, yeap. Kay byee~

Tears & Laughter

2009-10-28T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hey 2/8 i'm gonna miss you guys, we've been together for 2 years, although janelle and melissa weren't with us i'm sure all of us miss them <3>

Just a thought of all of us going to different classes makes me tear uncontrollably ): Omg i feel so..so so so so upset till i don't know what to post uh...):

I hope we'll remain as friends and remember one another till we die!

Ah sheesh..i can't POST anymore. FREAK! I NEED TISSUE BOXES.. lol~

Gonna miss you guys loads and loads and loads..tskk ><

2009-10-26T23:17:00.004+08:00

Tsk, wth is wrong with you? You told me to get off the com at 11, i said okay. But it was like only 10.54 and you scolded me-.- I don't even know why i can't forgive you, for the things i thought you did. Since you LEFT to 'go somewhere', i might as well keep using the com idiot. CALL WHO ARH, MIGHT AS WELL DON'T EVER COME BACK RIGHT.

Sheesh..feeling super down now? I only scored an A for my art-.- the rest are like shitxz i tell you. Tears suddenly streamed down my face T_T wtf. Hah they completely don't understand me..i'm serious.

ah forget it-.-

24 Oct 2009

2009-10-25T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hahah whoo, got CIP hours! It was pretty awesome~~ Met minjoot and the rest at Velocity KFC, after lunch went to Novena church to sell Arts Jam tickets! WHO WANTS TO GO :D

Partnered minjoot and we were like broken recorders :X

Melanie: Good afternoon, would you like to come for our school's Arts Jam?
Me: Or you can make a contribution,

We were like practically saying this the whole time, ahhaah.

After that i followed my friends to meet my other friends who were supposed to meet Lee Min Ho but he didn't come, AGAIN-.- HAhaha i got a free file with his picture on it. Who wants it before i paste it up on my wall and throw darts at it? :P ahahahah

Okay, after that, went home. Damn tired..

Aches

2009-10-23T21:06:00.003+08:00

Ah shucks. I guess i'm going to normal? Gosh i didn't even want this, at least if i end up in the last express class it's okay but NORMAL ACADEMIC!? Sheesh..T_T
I'm seriously not cut out for studies, why is it like no matter how hard i tried i still can't pass all my subjects? I passed the subject i needed to pass in order not to go to normal but in the end, i'll still end up in normal academic, WOWWW-.-

You don't know how much i miss you, how much it hurts just thinking of you. One word from you could just light up my day. You're so near, yet so far. Hahah shit..what am i doing? I'm just fooling myself =/

HAHHA DON'T WORRY MEL, YOU'LL GET INTO THE CLASS YOU WANT WHICH IS 3/5 RIGHT? Kayy, you're an awesome friend?(: Mel can be super crazy & retarded at times and serious..o.- But ususally she's crazy & retarded :P
Like 99.9% crazy & retarded and 0.1% serious~ AHAAHAHAH
Don't worry mel! I know you still love me as an awesome friend :D Hee <3

Nah..the only thing on my mind now is
#1: Normal Academic
#2: Going out with my cousin next thurs
#3: _

Sheeshhhh~ Whoo~ Gonna get CIP tmr! WHO'S GOING :DD Probably will have lunch with those who're going then later sell tickets at novena? hmm..kay.

It's getting worse.

2009-10-22T11:26:00.005+08:00

Ehy, guess what? I looked at the clock and it stated 11.11pm. Okay, that seems familiar but i just can't remember. Someone told me something about it, EHY help me sia.

LOL, shitz. I hate it when people have to die. It's just so upsetting.
Prayers heard, everyone gathered and standing at the big transparent window. It slowly moves towards the 'end'. Doors open, orange & red flames start. The pain they felt, the feeling of sadness.

Ah.. These few day are so plain. No mood to do stuff, past 2 days went out just to get away from home. I can't stand it that i can't confirm the truth! I was pretty happy on monday? But that stupid idiotic message had to be sent and i saw it-.- SO BLOODY ANNOYING and when i went to check the message again the next day, it was deleted. I HATE CRABS.
I think i probably know now why you like to go china, bloody bitches. I hate it that i have to act in front of you and pretend that my life is normal and that your's is too.

At first i misunderstood, but yet again it happened, like wtf sia. I so wanna ask you that straight in the face, but i don't wanna ruined life more.. It's already as bad as it can get. Everytime i think of it, tears just roll down my cheeks. Are you really having that thing that i hope it's not true..? Maybe that's the reason why you're always not around.

Luckily the message i saw was before my LAST exam, and i probably didn't do well for science paper, cos of the freaking message. IHATEYOU. Even if it's true, i would rather suffer than make her suffer.

Shit Life:
I just can't get along with them anymore. Marc said it's probably teenage life, but i don't know. This hatred i have is killing me..

2009-10-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, today cath class was the same..BLAH BLAH BLAH. Haha, i dunnid go for the "Amazing Race to Novena" cos i got CCA stuff like CIP. Later..got a call and went to bishan to study with CHLOE and she was driving me nuts kay. Laugh laugh laugh, LAUGH UNTIL HUNGRY SIA, LOL! She keeps distracting me with the bloody magazine-.-
Left around 4, had tuition till 6 plus.
Went to Marche at Vivocity for dinner, eh damn coincidence i tell you. Got up to "look" at the deserts then i 'saw' nicole ang; I saw this girl with the cotton on shirt, black skinnies and slippers, i think. At first i thought i was seeing things cos i was supposed to kill NICOLE ANG cos she left me alone with the MAD CHLOE, zZzz okay..whatever.

A few minutes later, was walking around with my brother and i saw nicole's sister and brother..o_o so i was like pinching my face and saying "hah" while walking back to my seat. Okay, msged nic and okay she really was at Marche so i'm not mad, lol!
The stupidest thing, i asked my sister to go poke nic but nooo

Me: Eh go and poke nicole, there, see that girl wearing that white shirt -points-
Bridget: Where got!
Me: THERE, and there's a boy wearing a black shirt sitting next to her.
Bridget: WHERE! YOU COME AND FOLLOW ME LAH.

So she was pulling me and i was like laughing and saying "no no, GO AND POKE HER!" but nicole end up turning her head and she saw us-.- Plan ruined):

Tomorrow, going to bishan library again, i guess..
Tuesday either going out or ZAO TO PASIR RIS to meet my cousin! :P

8th Oct 2009

2009-10-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

I was bathing and Nina and Seeyin were rushing me.

Nina: Evangel!
Me: YES?
Nina: Nevermind, come out first.
Me: What is it?
Seeyin: Evangel faster come out if not something bad is gonna happen

Okay, so i rushed out only to find Nina sitting on the floor.

Nina: Can i use your toilet?
Me:-.- You didn't need to ask you know!
Nina: I just felt it was rude and needed your permission to use your toilet.
Seeyin: Haha.

Before that the journey walking to my house was damn funny. When we reached my house, everyone was giving me that "I WANNA KILL YOU" look, except Seeyin. HAH seeyin is so nice :D

We "studied" and PLAYED. And some other stuff.
(:

I'm sorry

2009-09-27T21:33:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for blaming you

for everything i just couldn't do

and i've hurt myself by hurting you.

For the past few months,

i've reflected and realised how much pain you went through.

But i still don't understand why you liked me.

I mean, who would ever like a tomboy?

When you did

i tried to be a bit more girly

i tried to change just for you.

But apparently my efforts were useless.

I probably broke your heart

by saying mean things to you.

Almost everyone in your school knew that you like me

and isn't that kind of bad?

I just didn't want you to

get made fun of.

So recently i sent an sms to apologise,

i didn't even ask for a bloody chance

and you wouldn't even tell me if you received the freakin sms?

2009-09-26T08:19:00.002+08:00

Haix, it must have been how long since i've posted something..ookay anyways..

Monday (21st Sep):

HA HA! Went to samantha's house for dramaa~ practice practice practice, rest, got bored, AND BOUGHT JOLLY SHANDYS :P okay i have seriously no idea how i can get high just by drinking 1 can. Probably my alcohol level, don't ever I REPEAT, DON'T EVER MAKE ME DRINK VODKA! heh, red wine did nothing to me..lol!

Tuesday (22nd Sep):

Still stayed back for drama, jollyn super funneh! Pants keep dropping HAHA. Practice until don't wanna practice..zZzz-.-

Wednesday (23rd Sep):

Haaa, school was normal as usual..right? Phst.. Oh and went out for lunch with my dad and bro at Crystal Jade restaurant. Around 9plus, went to eat swensen's ice-cream :O sweeet~

Thursday (24th Sep):

!! AHH, s..si..si..sick again?!? Cm'on! I think it's probably the ice-cream from yesterday, ate it late at night.. IS 9PLUS COUNTED AS LATE? .... okay whatever! During school i had fever and there was something wrong with my thermometer! >=( First went to general office to take temp, it was 38.2 Hahha the lady was like: "Aiyo so high, better go home and see doctor okay!" I was like nodding my head and apparently i can still walk eh. Went back to class, tested my thermometer and yeap, it was spoilt. Temp measured 37.2 I was 'freezing' when the weather was like so warm luh. Omgosh, in the library was worse! But bh was colder than me sia..heh..?

Took taxi home cos claudia made me, reached home then change and slam myself on the bed. Slept till like 5.45. Went doctor and got mc! And i missed chinese oral DARN IT! Now i will have to stay back some day ALONE): -sniff sniff-

Friday (25 Sept):

HA! Woke up around 9, zomg used the com for like 8 hours plus! o___o but i got study kay! WHOO SCIENCE :P Study study study..for 3 hours Zzzz fall asleep.. OKAY OKAY, buhbye~

Why?.. (actual date posted is 20th Sep)

2009-09-19T23:41:00.005+08:00

This shouldn't be happening..
Why does my heart skip a beat everytime you talk to me?
Why does it seem like there are butterflies in my tummy?
I feel like my whole face it red.
I can't wait to talk to you, i want to see you every second of the day.
You're always on my mind, from the time i wake up till i close my eyes.
I'm loving someone i shouldn't have, someone i can't love. WHY.
My teardrops fall like rain.
I thought it was forever, but someday i would find what i'm searching for.
Can you tell me how do you mend a broken heart? Not at all huh..?
I feel upset when i don't see you, especially today.
Where were you? I couldn't find you..i feel so sad.
Why! You appeared in my life but you fell in love with someone else instead.
I really regret for doing those things to you.
Won't you give me another chance? I just don't dare to ask you that face to face..
I'm really tired of this, i can't go on any longer.
But something is keeping me from doing that.
Why do i feel as if you will come back to me? I pray and ask God to make that come true but it has been awhile.
I don't know why i did those things to you, don't know what went through my mind.
And i don't know why i broke your heart in two, guess that i was blind..
I still remember the day when we went out together (: it was awesome..
I can never forget that, hope you didn't either.
I'm missing you loads, nothing can really express what i'm feeling now.
I seem like a happy and cheerful girl on the outside,
but on the inside i'm actually hurting badly.
Why..
Wish you were here, hope God hears and answers my prayers..

More Than Words

2009-09-11T22:12:00.005+08:00

Saying 'i love you' is not the words i want to hear from you.
It's not that i want you, not to say but if you only knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel.
More than words is all i ever needed you to show,
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me.
Cos i already know. What would you do if my heart
was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel, that your love for me is real.
What would you say if i took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new just by saying
'I Love You'
(SONG LAH)
----------------------------
You make me think that i've got this feeling for you,
i tried so hard not to believe.
I think i don't so please, it's killing me..
I don't think i can trust you once again,
you fooled me once & it's really heartbreaking.
So don't do it again, actions speak louder than words.

About the pain and the tears.

2009-09-10T17:12:00.003+08:00

Hhahahha i haven't posted anything since the last one. TODAY'S 10th Sep! :O 6 days-.-
RIGHT!

Wednesday 9th September:
HEE, i played my x-box from 1.30pm-3.45pm. wahhh, my eyes pain ehyy! >.< but i still continued to watch tv..hope i don't end up wearing glasses. BUT THE GAME WAS AWESOMEE :DD
hehe, at least my mom is not there to STOP ME, MUAHAHAHAH! :P
slept late, 11.45pm.
AND i was tearing for no apparent reason during tuition! :/ heh.

Thursday 10th September (TODAY):
WHEE, had drama project at my house. Walked really really really REALLY far, stupid nehnehs had to play a prank on me..):
reached back home, watch a movie.. JOLLYN WAS SICK :O and still ate M&Ms, zZzz..
After the moviee we had to do our drama project. HAHAH I OWN RACHEL IN 'TAP TAP'!
Did project till hmm..3.45? Played DOA ON X-BOX! ooo, so fun~ but rachel owns jollyn in that and they're super funny i tell you.
but i haven't upload the video yet cos it's taking super long, so i cancelled it. hee

bored bored..who wants to play DOA WITH ME!(: no one at home to play with me so lonely):
hahah anyways bb!

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2009-09-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hello pigs :P i'm bored-.- anyways today was the same, boring as it is.. OHH MATHS WAS FUN :D trisha & mr jhee fell for my joke! WAHAHA i rock luh(: trisha sat with me during maths & we had a 1 min convo!
trisha: WE ARE THROUGH!
evan: we never started..
trisha: YES WE DID!
evan: no we didn't.
trisha: STOP SAYING THAT!
-AHAHH LOL-

WHOOO, got back my results..kinda happy.
OMGOSH I NEED TO CALL SEEYIN NOW!! DARN IT DON'T BUY ANYMORE!

Heehee, WHO'S NOT GOING FOR JOHOR TRIP!? WANNA GO OUT ON THAT DAY((:

anyone wanna take over my place on monday? got exam and i don't wanna go:(
ANYWAYS, nothing else to say so.. how to end off ah? o_o

ABOUT YESTERDAY

2009-09-02T19:57:00.003+08:00

hee so many stuff about yesterday..hmm, i was supposed to meet rachel at 10.30am in toa payoh interchange but i reached at 10.05am so i went to ntuc and went up and down the lift many times and people kept staring at me so went out to the 'value dollar shop' and bought....4 NOTEPADS FOR JUST 90 CENTS (: even more expensive than my 'allowance'! ):
i made a flip book too :DD
ahahah anyways, nicole played hide and seek with me and rach downstairs the mrt there.. I DIDN'T WEAR A DRESS! i hate dresses ahahh, i'm so tomboyish like before :P
OH OH OH, me mona and charmaine got bullied by the 'ladies'. They made us run around Far East Plaza looking for them, THEY ALSO NEVER PICK UP THEIR HP EH! but charmaine found them. and "WHOOPS" is not an excuse nicole! ahhha~
Haix, didn't go jamming cos i needed to go EAST COAST! :O
I CYCLED, hahah but my brother was being an idiot. I was cycling behind him and he had to suddenly stop and i crashed into him-.- scraped my knee but not as bad as jayme's.

my sister is worse than me apparently, eat half a bowl of salad..10mins later hungry AGAIN. She waste food, full already then don't want to eat. ahhah i'm so good, i finish my bowl of salad altough i'm(: and then got DINNER again(my sister)

AHAH i'm so high now, stupid justin! go find some other girl to fufill your wish can, i'm still a tomboy so if you want me to wear a skirt or a dress for you, i have 3 words for you -WAIT LONG LONG-
hmph, BYE! lol. (:

PIG!

2009-08-30T15:29:00.001+08:00

hahah ehy..guess what! yesterday's dinner was SUPEREB! but i over ate and couldn't really walk so that's why imma PIG :O
heee, cathecism class was boring~~ :/ but i'm happy cos i saw my FRIENDS AHAHAHHA. eugenia prefers me to evangelyn :P
ugh, i'm bored byebye.

Hello?

2009-08-29T14:14:00.000+08:00

Why my blog like so different from rachel's one!? eee, i don't know what to do ahahh..